Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Pale (White) !!

This weekend went to see 'The Grudge'. I am a big fan of scary movies...not the gross massacre kill-everyone-in-sight blood-everywhere kinda movies...but real haunting ones. As of now my favourite scary movie is 'The Ring'. Gosh! That was one haunting movie...and to think that I was stupid enough to see the movie when my roomie was outta town!! The image of the girl crawling out of the TV still gives me the chill!
Before seeing 'the Ring', I was quite bold 'n brave and could manage to watch an entire scary movie without having the take cover behind my palms spread over my eyes. But something happened after that....dunno what. I had to peep through my fingers even while watching 'Bhoot'.
And thats exactly how i saw 'The Grudge' too. Throughout the movie I was scared...couldnt make myself look at that Japanese kid. But once the movie got over...the images didnt haunt me like I thought it would. Infact, I was able to sleep calmly all alone in my apartment. (Probabaly watching the Bachchan oldie 'Trishul' afterwards did help).

Now am waiting for the release of the sequel of 'The Ring'. And I will make sure to watch it when I have my friend sleeping over at my place. In the mean time I can watch 'Scary Movie 3' and have a few laughs!

Friday, November 19, 2004


What an awfully drab day for a friday. Got a call early in the morning from an aunt in India...thought it must be around 5am coz it was so dark outside...saw the watch and it was already 7am! Man! Already time to get up and get going... And to think that I have to go to Columbus today after work... This is the first time I'll be driving alone such a distance and that too in an Interstate. The weather's jingling up my already tensed mind. You see I recently learnt how to drive. I never drove back in India...one, coz I never got a chance..and two, coz there was no need. I dont even know how to ride a bicycle, leave alone scooters. I have always been surrounded by frens who can pick me up or drop me off...else there was always a rickshaw nearby. So, when I finally got behind the wheel, it was a scary experience for me....inspite of the ordered traffic of US. I now have gradually got rid of the fear...cant say completely...but decent enough. This will be my 1st venture alone...wish me luck!

Have been reading lotsa peoples blogs...some of them are my favorites. Wow...what talent they have when it comes to writing! Some people can make even a regular everyday event seem so interesting. Keeps you hooked to their site. Wish I had such an insight and the talent to potray it.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Have been doing this irritating work since yesterday...it doesn't seem to get over. Now that only a bit of it is remaining, am getting saturated. So taking a break.

Have been thinking about this a lot lately. Its been quite a while since I did anything that will make me feel good. Of course, feeling-good-after-shopping doesn't count. Infact, shopping for clothes normally leave me feeling a tad depressed when I realize that I cant fit/don't look good on clothes that I like. Anyway...So was thinking of doing something nice...Perhaps join some class to learn sketching or to play some musical instrument. But its me we are talking about...always so lazy. My mind is always active and thinking of new stuffs to do....but my body simply doesn't seem to respond...No connection at all. Ya ya...I know...will power...that's what I seriously need...sigh! I need to be pushed by someone before I get to do a thing.

Aa it is its winter time now...who would like to go out in the cold after long working hours....instead of entering the cozy warmth of my apartment...watching movies, listening to music...lazing around. Hmmmm. What the heck...will think about all this once the winter is over. In the mean time will satisfy myself with this blog. Starting this blog now seems to be a good move...had always liked writing notes to myself.

I guess I better get back to work...and finish it off once and for all so that I don't have to come back and do it tomorrow too...that'll be too much!


:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Am happy....got to speak to my dahling twice in the span of 12 hrs....
The 2nd one was quite unexpected...so it was all the more better...that made my day!
Oooh...and i love when he gives 'missed calls' on my cell to let me know he is missing me :)
Isnt that sweet?

Sigh....missing him so much!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004


Currently life is so empty..so dull and drab...grey...yes, thats the color. This so, coz my love's not with me. He's gone to India ...and I am here so terribly missing him. Its been only 2 days since he went and I am already counting the days for his return.....oh why doesnt time pass by quickly...why is the day taking so long to end? Why is it not yet 9pm so that I can call him and hear his voice and sweet words....why? For the last 1 and 1/2 years, i have never known a day when he is not around. Infact, tommorrow its gonna be exactly 1 and 1/2 years...
I am so used to him....miss him so much.

Monday, November 15, 2004

The beginning

Now that I have started this blog, I dunno where to begin....